"strength will find you sooner than you ever thought it would."

the good vibes in our lives won't feel so consistant
clairvoyant / the story so far
 
i've probably listened to this song 20 times already
all of my sets are always really poopy now
 
i'm in almost the exact same place as i was at this time last year. this makes me lean towards the idea that my summer will be exactly like last year, which scares me. i don't want to be lonely and sad again.
 
on the bright side, i'm seeing fall out boy on friday.
but it upsets me immensely that patd is on the fall tour instead of this one :((( and i feel like they're way more pumped for that tour. maybe i'm just reading into it too much.
sigh
such is life

i'm lame and unoriginal

http://manateeoverboard.tumblr.com/

at times i'm scared that i'm acting, too. my movements or stage directions?
 
hi guys.
i saw atl, ptv, ymas & mayday parade on saturday, read about it here if you please :~) http://manateeoverboard.tumblr.com/post/48647991544/spring-fever-tour-story-yo-yo
 
aside from that i've felt the same as usual. wishing i was leading a different life and growing more sick of my friends each day. i love them, but we're all so different. and there's drama between them that i'm stuck in the middle of and i don't know what to do. i just want us all to be friends but i also just wish i had different friends. i don't know, i feel like shiit though.

- @jennycaterina
- @call-me-taylor
- @georgipotterxoxo
- @vulture
- @love623
- @chaseawaythedarkness
- @blueberry-bubblegum
- @accio-samantha
- @her-heart-attack
- @division
- @the-crazy-girly
- @xhurts-like-heaven
- @malfoy-is-my-king
- @ginaheartscupcakes

wowwww i just realized i forgot to enter this in the contest omg
 
team vintage
- @jennycaterina
- @call-me-taylor
- @georgipotterxoxo
- @vulture
- @love623
- @chaseawaythedarkness
- @blueberry-bubblegum
- @accio-samantha
- @her-heart-attack
- @division
- @the-crazy-girly
- @xhurts-like-heaven
- @malfoy-is-my-king
- @ginaheartscupcakes

why can't i just pack up everything and leave for somewhere completely new and start a fresh life

it's the most frustrating thing to me that i can't express exactly how i feel. i always want to tell you all how i'm feeling, but i honestly don't know how. and i feel like i've felt the same way for so long

round 2, field trips
 
- @jennycaterina
- @call-me-taylor
- @georgipotterxoxo
- @vulture
- @love623
- @chaseawaythedarkness
- @blueberry-bubblegum
- @accio-samantha
- @her-heart-attack
- @division
- @the-crazy-girly
- @xhurts-like-heaven
- @malfoy-is-my-king
- @ginaheartscupcakes